Saturday, July 05, 2003

hahaha. Today was pretty cool. I got up early and went with my mom and sister to the street fair. We looked at everything there, and i saw an area where they were showing off some cars. I told my mom and we went to check it out, and i see none other but Jowin. hes cute...i like his style. Yeah, he was there showin off his black NSX...hahaha it needs some work. Yeah after that i was dragged to Target and i sat in the car in the heat for 45 mins. Then we went home for awhile and we went off to my aunt Mary's house. That was pretty cool. After that my mom dropped me off at Assmar's house and Maryann was there. We watched Finding Nemo and ate soem good food. Maryann had to leave early, so yeah. LOL. His family and the next door neighbors started to light firecrackers off in the back alley, like the little flowers and stuff, and we were getting shit from the old lady neighbor. She was threatening to write a letter to the association, and Assmar's mom just lit a firework and laughed at the lady. It shot up and started to spark, and the old fart was standing next to it, and was like "Ouch! It burned me!!!" and she kept threatening them. Then she grabbed Assmar's Auntie Jap's arm, and she pulled it back and was like "Dont u dare touch me!!!!" LOFL. It was hilarious. So then we moved to the front, and then we moved back t the back to watch the Harbor show. Then we moved off to the front again. My dad came and asked us if we wanted to see some heavy rockets in the park, and we met up w/ my mom. We shot 3 rockets off at the park and left just as a cop car pulled up. 5-0, 5-0!!! hehe. So yeah, that was my day...i loved it.
~me~ at 12:04 AM

Thursday, July 03, 2003

wow....tonight was really interesting. Today wass uneventful though. I babysat till 3:30, and then we went to my grandpas, and from there we went to linens n' things, and i bitched so much about having to go there and make aaron wait that she bought me a box of Lucky Charms. I ate like half of it as soon as i got home i met up w/ Assmar. I took a shower and we stopped off at his dad's to change, and then we were on our way to Buena Lanes to meet up with Riss, Steven, Sara, and Juan. They lagged it a lot, so we ended up going to get food, and after going all over the new Ventura Ralph's shopping center, we got breadsticks at the Gurmet Pizza Place. Then we went back to Panda Express and i got me some fried rice. We ate it outside and Lyan met us there, and we talked about stuff. It was awesome. Oh yeah, and Lyan saw the 2 trees on that hill in deep Ventura. The landmark thingy. We went back to the lanes, and we watched people bowl. We needed alcohol, me Aaron and Lyan were like, going crazy. Maybe tomorrow. There needs to be a damn party somewhere. Me and Assmar talked for awhile, then we left at 10:35. Then we circled my neighborhood till 10:45 and i just got in like 10 mins ago i guess. Assmar...i luff u so much. =P
~me~ at 11:43 PM

Wednesday, July 02, 2003

lets see...today was quite uneventful. I woke up, went to the dentist, and then went to go look at the model houses in front of the school. I wanna see the ones that Jowin and Roughton live in. When my mom went to work, me and Mary went and picked up Edwin (who's pool is finished) and we dropped of Aids' wallet on our way to Baskin Robbins. i got Haley and Danny's sister doughnuts and i got gas while i was over there. After that, Assmar visited for like 5 mins, and left. Tim came over, and we got my parents' internet working after hours of frustration. That was my day.
~me~ at 11:34 PM

God we are stupid...

iMcOnFuSed119: tu no sabes nada
Eagle40311: j'aime le dildo beaucoup !
iMcOnFuSed119: porque tu necesita usar un traductor para hablar una langua differente
Eagle40311: vis bonne vous aussi
iMcOnFuSed119: it feels good too?
Eagle40311: its french, biotch
iMcOnFuSed119: yo se
iMcOnFuSed119: pero france puede besar mi culo
Eagle40311: anyway
iMcOnFuSed119: french is lame
Eagle40311: Francia lo niega a asno del ur... no como
iMcOnFuSed119: lol
iMcOnFuSed119: usted no sabe nada porque su cabeza se empuja demasiado lejos encima
de su extremo
Eagle40311: ¿qué clase de cabeza?
iMcOnFuSed119: ?
iMcOnFuSed119: what class of head?
Eagle40311: eh?
iMcOnFuSed119: que clase = what class
Eagle40311: mijn ballen itch
iMcOnFuSed119: LOL
iMcOnFuSed119: LOFL
~me~ at 11:31 PM

Okay, so im talking to Aaron on the phone...and he tells me he'll brb, so i wait patiently for him to return. About 5 mins pass, and i hear him typing, so i yell his name. I didnt think he could hear me, so i started punching numbers. I hear him typing in the background, so I IM him

iMcOnFuSed119: wtf r u doing????????
Eagle40311: eating corn
iMcOnFuSed119: am i just laying on yur bed?
Eagle40311: huh? (*i hear him say it out loud in the background*)
*Manda hears laughing in the background*
iMcOnFuSed119: lol
iMcOnFuSed119: the phone
*laughing gets louder...assmar is picking up the phone*
iMcOnFuSed119: is it just laying on yur bed?

Assmar: HAHAHA! U TOTALLY WERE!!!!
Me: What??
Assmar: U WERE LAYING ON MY BED!!!
*....i knew it....*
~me~ at 9:48 PM

okay...so i guess you have limited space on this thing (the blog that is). It wont let me add any more pictures!! well there goes my summer goal. I wanted to have pictures all along the sides of my blog. Ill figure something out. Blah, i have a dentist appointment in and hour and 15 minutes, and im tired and dont wanna go. LoL. My mom made a sleep deadline for me. 10:30 is my cutt-off. WTF?? Its summer. I woke up sore...my wrists are bruised internally and externally, and it feels like i have one huge bruise on my back. Ouch, and my neck hurts. LoL. Im all beat up, but id hate to see Edwin and especially Adrian. I kinda got them pretty bad. hehe. o well. k bye.
~me~ at 10:52 AM

omg...my blog is pissing me off!!!!!
~me~ at 1:12 AM

Tuesday, July 01, 2003

Name: Amanda Marie Smolin
Age: friggin' 16...wishin i was 18
Sex: wish this girl was gettin some
Sign: Capricorn
Height: 5'6 ish?
Eye color: "amanda, you're so full of shit your eyes are brown" there ya go...
Hobbies: chatting, dancing, going out-ing, sleeping, listen to music-ing, blogging, fucking...the list goes on =P
Fave band: whatever band fits the mood Im in
Fave music: whatever genre fits the mood im in
Fave color: blue, duh
High school: eh...Pacifica =/
Nationality: soy 1/2 mexicana y 1/2 everything European (German, Russian, Polish. etc...how did that happen????)
Social Security Number: i have one of my friends' =X

~lEt'S gEt DiRrRtY~

Favorite sexual position: LoL!!! well...doggy-style is looking good. hehe...or i was looking at the island in my kitchen...that could be interesting =D
Favorite make-out place: lol...i have too many. Wherever we're at when im feeling horny =O JUS KEEDING!!! Naw...outside my bedroom window is nice... =)
What's the wildest thing you have ever done?: um...sorry, but because of Maryann...i cannot have XXX-rated stuff on here =P
Fave traits you find in your personality: im kinda loud, and relatively blunt.
Fave trait you want in that special someone: hehehe...he has to be funny, and not just funny, but into the kind of humor im into.
Are you experienced with relationships?: basically
Do you have a fear or phobia in relationships, like say Monkey Pox?: being rejected or used =/
Why do you want to be in a relationship?: because i feel like im missing a part of me when i see that special person, and we're not together
What are your pet peeves in the opposite sex?: acting like a child...whining, bitching, begging...lol...thats my job dammit!
What would your porn star name be? (Take the name of your first pet and the name of the first street you ever lived on i.e "Your first pet's name: Lily Name of first street: Snow Ave. Your porn star name "Lily Snow"): Um...first pet??? i think her name was Fluffers...so i would be Fluffers Bolker. I prefer Brandy Rosalinda.
~me~ at 11:25 PM

i was bored so i was looking at jos's profile:


ICE is your chinese symbol!


What Chinese Symbol Are You?
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yeah...hehe...sounds nice just after ive come back from tims house all sweaty...hehe...manda kicked some ass over at Tims house. Edwin and Adrian cant handle this booty =P I got rugburn on my elbow =*( Im glad i didnt cut my claws, for they came in handy tonight. Adrian and Edwin busted Bum-Hunter on me but i fought with all i had...hehe. It took 4 people to get me tied up, and it took me and Edwin to get Aids. Woo!!!
~me~ at 11:01 PM

Monday, June 30, 2003

Lets see...didnt wanna wake up, Mandy came over and it looked like it was gunna be a lOoOoOng day. It wasnt bad actually. i took her to the park to wear her down w/ Boo, and saw Adrian (hehe...riding a bike =P). We went back home and i put Mandy down to take a nap but i fell asleep too...good 2 hours. Adrian was bored so we decided to go to the movies after Mandy left. Tom picked her up a lil while later. and Adrian came bout 5ish. We walked partial way to the movies and my dad picked us up...not like its that far. We saw Lizzie MacGuire hehe. It wasnt as cheesey as i thought. We snuck some Burger King in there. Josh (dunno his last name--the one Buddy used to like) and Tasha work there. LoL. So yeah, we walked back home after the movie, but he was going to his dads. He ended up walking me home so i didnt get raped...hehe...in daylight. (=P) So yeah, we ended up talking for like 2 hrs...good times...i saw a shooting star and i made a wish real fast (in mid-sentence) i guess it didnt work =/ damn...
~me~ at 11:17 PM

Sunday, June 29, 2003

okay...my blog aint working right now...*sigh* today was boring and uneventful. I slept in till 2 until Samantha called me. we talked for awhile and then Mary came over. We made smoothies and then she left. I ran 2 miles, and rested. I got my SAT II scores in Bio: i got a 670 outta 800, and scored in the 79th percentile. yay! i was expecting lower. Im sad right now, more like depressed. Aaron too. I hate this, i hate being alone and feeling like nobody cares. Does anybody care? i dunno...

~me~ at 1:29 am

god i feel like shit right now...i just need a good cry. im just so annoyed at things right now, and i feel like those who i thought were my best friends dont really care bout me as much...i dunno. They bitch and stuff and i listen, even if by listening it hurts me in the end. Im one to take things the wrong way, especially right now, and its bringing me down. I should be happy right now cuz Aaron and his posse (Riss, Juan, Sara, Steven) along w/ Rals and her posse just visited. But on the other hand, it made me feel like shit... I dunno. I called Rals a couple of days ago cuz i had the weekend off, and told her to call me back--which she didnt. Then I talked to Aaron and called him this morning, but i guess he was busy today too. Its just that im not allowed to do anything that is past my curfew hours and stuff, but thats when they have to come. Then they are off to the beach, in which i cant go cuz my parents actually care at what time im out till. i dunno. Whatever, i still had fun today. I washed my car with Mar and then we drove it to dry it off, and we stopped off at Tims, and Tonic and Adrian were there getting ready to play CS. They talked to me for a bit, amazed i was wearing shorts, and as i was leaving Adrian jumped on my car. LoL. It is so slow. Then me and Mary went to the mall and i met Max. He's really cool and funny.

~me~ at 11:20 pm

~me~ at 11:25 PM